Trust

So have you ever gotten in the car, gotten on a random road, and just driven?

I did for the first time tonight, and it was amazing.

So I've been having trust issues with God lately, which sucks, but it's true.

So I just randomly got in the car and drove out in the country.

I stopped by an orange orchard, turned off the car and looked at the stars. They...were indescribable.

But then I started realizing why I was there.

If God created this amazing earth, all those billions of stars, planets, solar systems, etc....and we never crash into them, but we're all so delicately placed so we don't die, or go into the sun, or hit the asteroid belt...

.....then how can I not trust God with my problems?

It's wierd, for me anyway, that on an everyday basis, I'm willing to trust God (maybe unknowingly) to keep all those things in order....yet I hesitate to trust him with something that doesn't affect anyone but myself really.

So I realized that maybe it's time to fully trust. Why it took a drive in the county to make me realize that, I don't know.