So...theres testing the faith, and then there's testing us....

So last week I had the encounter that I had been praying for for like the last three or four months. Totally encouraged, I decided that I was ready to take on another challenge of the same type. Ok, so even though last week totally caught me off guard, this week I thought I was ready. Wow, was I wrong. I thought that after the experience last week I would be ready for what ever came next, but well, thinking that we "know" something and actually knowing it are two completely different things. Lets just say that I blew it big time, and I need a lot more study time before I do that again. I know that I wasn't completely trusting God like last week, and know that next time I really have to commit the time to him.